Name: Ivan
Age: 15
School: Montfort Secondary
Birthday: 8 October 1992

Saxophonist (:


11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006
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Ivan Ong
Justin Ezekiel
Ken Ang
Nicole Sim
Nicole Wong
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Sunday, August 26, 2007


Yesterday~! Had Band! Footdrill was much more fun with Mr Sukit! :D
Yeah, Mr Sukit rocks~! :D
After the drill, fall out and all sec 3 had to meet Miss Ong.
Expected, since it is from MISS ONG, yup we had quite a long talk.
And thus, Nicole had to wait very long ): I am very very sorry dear! ):

Anyway after that, we headed to Hougang MRT and headed to Vivo City~!
bought tickets for Dead Silence and walked around

Dead Silence ROCKS!
Scary shit! wahahahaha!
The beginning was more scary than the end though. Heh.

After the show, i don't know why but somehow i just felt like sitting on cable car!
Yeah so then we went searching for the cable car station~! Whee~!
The tickets were expensive , but worth it. Somehow :D whee~!

So we took a cable car to Sentosa~! Yay!
Then, we walked around Sentosa, then decided to go for the Jungle Trail!
It wasn't that bad, i think.
It is just damn warm and long~
Walk and walk and walk~ whee~!

Yeah came out of there, all sweaty,thirsty and tired.
sat and rest somewhere.
Then walked to the Cable car station and on the way we saw..................................
WHOO~! Went and get ourself a can of coke with the last bit of our money.
Sat there and enjoy the music played and the coke :D

After the coke then headed to the Cable Car Station.
Yeah it was getting dark.
The scenery was much much nicer when it's dark!

Yeah reached Harbourfront and wonder whether could take again
so asked and yay! we could! :D
so we took to sentosa and back again! :D AWESOME.
Love the Scenery :D

After that send Nicole home and go home~! :D

There are some things that you remember and things that you can't forget. And I will never forget that very moment! <3


10:23 PM

The Blog Keeping Rules
1. Each blogger must post these rules first.
2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post there rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged and to read your blog

8 facts/habits about me
2. I talk to myself often. :S
3. I snore damn loudly! :(
4. I LOVE MUSIC! <3 (except techno)
5. I AM Sadistic. RAWR! >=)
6. I like to say "anything"(which actually might mean yes)
7. I like to say "don't know"
8. I am hungry. ): HAHAHAHA

8 humans that must do this
1. Alif
2. James
3. Daren
4. Andre
5. Melvin
6. Kenneth Ang

10:11 PM

Sunday, August 19, 2007

band yesterday was kinda boring. just drills all the way. Just need lots of Endurance. =/
Well with the instruments, it is not as tiring as just hands....somehow.. =/

Anyway~! After band, Nicole came to fetch me~ :D Thanks! :D
So.. some idiots tried to follow, and played Hide and Seek for awhile. =/
Yeah so went to Cathay to buy tickets for "Secret"!
Then walked to Plaza Singapura and visited the Yamaha shop for the 2nd time! Yay! :D
Then walked back to Cathay since Nicole was hungry~ rawr! haha. =/
Got herself some chicken thinggy which looks nice YUM YUM lol.

Then sat at Cathay and wait. lalala~
"Secret" was nice. Was quite sad and romantic (:

So yeah, after the movie. Was wondering where to go~
Then decided to go to AMK Hub since Nicole wanted some Bubble tea~ yum yum
So went to AMK Hub and had bubble tea(with some black balls). :P
So we walked up till the Cinema and then suddenly, somehow, we just wanted to watch another movie~ :D lol
So yeah we watched Rush Hour 3.
SAME Hall number.
SAME seats number
And SAME color when picking the seats. =/ lol
which is....RED

Rush Hour 3 was damn nice and funny~ :D
Jackie Chan and Chris Tucker just rocks~ :D

Anyway after the movie, went to macs to sit.
Then receive a sms from Kamal recommending us to go to Esplanade to watch some fireworks~
(which i am suppose to go there but my dad was sick so didnt.)
So yeah we headed down to Raffles Place and to Esplanade~!

The place was flooded with people~
Was damn hot =/
The people there brought mats to sit on and applied some insect repellent or something.
As if they are camping. Hahaha!
The fireworks was beautiful.
But you are more beautiful. :D

Then walked around and got some drinks. Then head to ToaPayoh to send Nicole home (:
ToaPayoh is so peaceful at night~ nice~

After that went home~ lalala~

I just can't resist it! :D

Red is love. And you are red. I Love Red. And I Love You (:


3:42 PM

Monday, August 13, 2007

Hmm. My studies seems to be deproving. Buck up Ivan!


watched Disturbia today at plaza sing after school :D
expected it to be scary, but it wasn't. But nice show :D

After movie, met up with Joshua and Kamal as Joshua wants to get Deborah a present :D
Then off to tuition accompanied by Nicole~! :D Thanks alot! :D

I just want to hold your lovely hands forever. (:

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing - Aerosmith
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,

I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.

Lying close to you,
feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
And then I kiss your eyes,
And thank God we're together,
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,
Forever and ever.


And I don't wanna miss one smile,
I don't wanna miss one kiss,
I just wanna be with you,
Right here with you, just like this,
Well I just wanna hold you close,
And feel your heart so close to mine,
And just stay here in this moment,
For all the rest of time
Yeah (yeah) yeah (yeah) yeah

(Chorus repeated 2 times)

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing


11:47 PM

Saturday, August 11, 2007

The recent Discipleship programme was about experiencing the Holy Spirit. Yeah, i want to feel and experience the Holy Spirit. I know i have. But everytime i want to think what is it... it is just -blank- =/

Today, before i go to Church. There is this uncomfortable feeling lingering in my heart, and i just dont know what is it. So yeah, maybe i thought i could ease out my thoughts in Church. But my mind ended up wandering away as usual~ sigh. So after Church, the uncomfortable feeling still lingers in my heart, and my brother insisted that he wants to go home and not out to dinner with us cause he is tired. So yeah we sent him home, and i wanted to go home too. But, there is this inner voice just whispering to me saying go dinner with my parents but my mind kept saying no i dont want to. But in the end i went..

So, we went to Serangoon Garden Market, near Chomp Chomp to have our dinner. The moment i stepped out of the car, i heard music~ and i thought it was from one of the stall holders blasting their music inconsiderately.. but i was wrong. It was actually a blind man strumming his guitar and singing. So i thought "Urgh, cant i have a peaceful meal?" and i really cant believe i thought about that.... ):

So we spot a table and sat there. Soon, there is this old lady on a wheelchair coming to our table with a maid pushing her and the maid pointed to the handicap sign on the table. And wow, i cant believe we are so inconsiderate not noticing that table is for handicaps and just sit there without caring. So we tried to find another table, and the old lady asked us to sit down. Well i dont mind actually. =/ But in the end we found another table and just move to that table. Gah. After awhile, an old woman and blind old guy came to us selling tissue. And yeah we rejected them...

We are all just so selfish, we just care about only ourselves. Do we really care about others? About the community? I cant believe i actually said in my mind "Urgh, cant i have a peaceful meal?". They are just trying to earn some money and also entertain us and i actually thought about that?! How inconsiderate can i get? Yeah, the music he played is actually very nice and enjoyable. I loved it. And moving away from that poor old lady on the wheelchair? She is just lonely, she just want company, wants someone to talk to. Yeah maybe we might feel uncomfortable, but hey come on we are all humans. And just moving away from her might makes us comfortable and stuffs but have you ever thought how painful she felt? Treating her like an outcast or something. ): I really pity her, i felt sad for her. ): And then an Old guy with an old lady came and sell us tissue. Just to make a living, and we rejected them. Yeah we might think "Go away dont disturb my dinner" or "sorry i got tissue already" but just buying from them might mean ALOT to them. Yeah we dont really think about how others feel, we just think about ourselves. And if that happens to us, we will just be angry and pissed but hey think back, how do THEY feel and we rejected them?

Yeah i really salute the guy who played the guitar while singing. It takes alot of courage just to stand there and just perform and entertain the crowd. And me? I get so nervous at solos and just sometime stare at the score to avoid mistakes and stuffs. And him? he just memorize everything and just play. Even when people ask him to play this song he actually knows how to play even without looking at the scores. And his songs are pretty nice. Enjoyable and nice. I loved it. And i really cant believe i thought about that... =/

We have been discriminating others cause of their looks or other stuffs, making fun of them just so we feel happy and laugh about it. But do we really care or know how the other party feels? Even if the party doesnt mind, it is still hurtful.

I feel bad about moving away from the Old lady on the wheelchair. Yeah she had no where else to sit cause that is the only table for handicaps i think.

And the Old blind man and the old woman selling tissue. sometimes even though we have tissue, it doesnt hurt to buy extra. And also give them some space and buy some and not just ignore them or even avoid them.

Yeah, Sometimes we really just need to stop and think. Do we really care how others feel? Do we know how they feel?
It is always me me me me and me. what about you? or they?

Yeah! I must learn how to make sacrifices. Sacrifice things to make others happy. Things may seem small but mean much more than you have ever imagined. Such small stuffs can bring much great joy to others.



8:39 PM

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Fix You - Coldplay
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you


12:45 AM

Monday, August 06, 2007

Wooh~ Daren is finally back to school! (: And everyone feels sick. ): Since Morning, i felt nauseous, felt like vomitting. and Alif just tries to make it worse. idiot.

Anyway the lessons at the Learning Hub ROCKS! Totally LOVE it. Don't have to walk to other lessons. Have Aircon since morning. And the room is damn big. At the left hand side corner got Sofa and after every lesson will just go there and chill.. while waiting for the teacher. haha. Daren's wheelchair also quite fun and comfortable. =X haha.

Enough of that. So the Physics Practical.........

Screwed up. ):

I SPEND MORE THAN HALF AN HOUR TRYING TO TIE A DAMN KNOT. And when i successfully tied, either it is not the appropiate length or it went loose. =/
Once, when i successfully tied it with the appropiate length and moving on to the next knot, my tied knot went loose and my pendulum bob swing and NEARLY hit Mr Tan! Ahh! ><. So i was about to give up, then i stop to think.......... WHAT THE HELL IS THE ADHESION TAPE FOR?!?! IVAN YOU BIG IDIOT!!! So totally screwy la. But quite fun la, kinda.

After OA. I wanted to head home, but Jing Rui asked me to go Amaths tuition for the test tomorrow sigh. so i agreed. yeah so tuition 5-9. Hardcore....... Gah..

Chase my Monday Blues Away~! SHOO.

Sigh, i feel weird.......... Something is just missing inside of me. ):

IVAN where have you gone to~ =/


10:27 PM

Sunday, August 05, 2007





It's all Gideon's fault. ):

After Church, went straight to school, changed and set up instrument. After warming up, head down to Heartland Mall. So we reached Kovan and got down at Kovan Hub. Set up our instruments and warm up a bit (: Then it is time to enter Heartland Mall! So we carried our stuffs there. So we suppose to put our stuffs at the back at the stage and get ready. So i got ready and Mr Sukit approached me and asked me to call them to come infront and tune and let 2 or 3 people behind to look after and arrange the instrument cases. So i put my Saxophone on the chair and went behind and helped. Mr Tan asked me to put the instruments nicely, so i start to arrange them. Then Miss Ong asked me to go infront and get ready and let the few percussion do it. Yeah so i went to the front and.................. Gideon..... Told me my Saxophone dropped............WHAT THE FUCK?......... And he knocked it down.Idiot Kukuhead. I thought there would be dents or something but couldn't spot any. So i thought it was fine. But when the songs started. I realised i was wrong.

I couldn't play my G which is my concert B flat note. And yeah most of the songs got the damn concert b flat note obviously. And Star Wars i couldn't play the G's. Well i thought at least the rest of the section could play and cover me. Little did i know, they did not play at ALL. Oh wait... they did.. but it was damn soft.. even i beside them cant hear them. =/ kuku.. screwed up. So nevermind. i hope i was dreaming or something. and carried on with the next Song. Sesame Street.

Yeah same. cant play my G. and i couldnt play the Soli. GAHH. ): So after Sesame Street, i told Gideon whether he could play my Solo or not. he said No. i told him i couldnt play my G. then no choice we swap Saxophones. At least i could play the G but i'm not use to his Saxophone and couldn't play as well either. ):

Well with all this frustrations and worries, i couldn't concentrate. Totally screwed up my Lord of the Dance. And then the last song Pirates of the Carribean. =/.

In between songs, examined my saxophone. and found out the problem with the key. was the G# key. kuku key.

Anyway after the songs, Daniel came to the Saxes and said something which i couldn't hear and then i told him my saxophone spoil ... i think i told him. gahhhh =/ Then i told him is the spring. The spring suppose to be straight but now is bend. Even if the string is put back properly where it suppose to be, the key cant fully close the hole. ): and cant do anything. Out of anger, i ACCIDENTALLY broke my reed. kuku. so went to the back and miss ong rushed me to keep my instrument.

Then break, and have lunch. Freaking no mood. pissed. kinda. but try to put on a happy face =/
Sigh... sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad.

Then next performance. Swapped Instruments with Gideon again and change reed. And this reed dont know how old and got abit chipped off. Hard to blow. =/ and hard to play loud.
zzz. aiya fuck it la . ):

ZZ no mood to continue. Those who went know how "good" we done (:

Idiot Gideon. Idiot! sigh. i know everyone makes mistakes. i forgive him. but still ABIT angry but DAMN sad. sigh ): SIGH..... ):


*slaps myself* Cheer up you idiot. =/


5:56 PM

Thursday, August 02, 2007

Finally updating yo. June Holidays ended. Went to Genting and didnt do much though, just eat sleep watch tv sleep eat sleep watch tv sleep etc.. and the shows are repeated.. haha just shows how bored i am. Then last week of Holidays went for BBQ. Great time. (:

7th July, Archdiocesan Youth Day. 07.07.07. 2/3's of God's name is GO. haha. Aint writing much today, just want to share this prayer i found. After coming back from the Archdiocesan Youth Day thinggy, i opened the goodie bag and search what is in there. And i found this Card with Mother Mary picture on it and a pendent pasted on it. And below the card it wrote " If you know how much I love you, you'd cry for joy" :') So i flipped over and i found this prayer and its quite cool. hehe

Powerful prayer to the Queen of Angels.
Sublime Queen of Heaven, exalted Lady of the Angels, You have the power and the commission given by God to crush the head of Satan. Therefore we humbly beseech you, send to our aid your heavenly legions, so that,under your command and by your power, they may pursue the hellish spirits,fight them everywhere, ward off their impudent attacks, and fling them back into the abyss.

Who is like God? You holy angels and archangels, defend and protect us.

Good, kind Mother, You remain always our love and our hope. Mother of God, send us the holy angels to defend us and keep the evil one far from us. Amen.

haha, wasn't it great? :P Alright updated. =/ i like the part from "Therefore we humbly beseech you, ........................ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ and fling them back into the abyss" that part hehe. =P

Alright. Nights everyone. And do not be afraid of ghost anymore with this POWERFUL PRAYER . hehe

Ivan has Updated. (:


4:39 PM

Yes, i am updating! Sigh.. 1 month and a few more weeks to exams. And you are still procrastinating... Ivan you idiot. =/ Many things happened lately... But i know i learned something... i learned that if you want something so desperately, and when you finally gave up on having it and turn your focus on something else. That thing will appear (: Hah

And now i am becoming irritating.. Thanks to Ignatius and his irritating phrases which i picked up from him. haha. Not happy ar? call police la! =/ lol

Sigh, POP's tomorrow. And Sunday is the damn performance. Sigh, embarrassing. ><
Alrighto Short and sweet post (: Well maybe not that sweet.... =/

I Need A Break! ):


4:26 PM

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