Sigh.

Moodless.

Sad.

Angry.


It's all Gideon's fault. ):



After Church, went straight to school, changed and set up instrument. After warming up, head down to Heartland Mall. So we reached Kovan and got down at Kovan Hub. Set up our instruments and warm up a bit (: Then it is time to enter Heartland Mall! So we carried our stuffs there. So we suppose to put our stuffs at the back at the stage and get ready. So i got ready and Mr Sukit approached me and asked me to call them to come infront and tune and let 2 or 3 people behind to look after and arrange the instrument cases. So i put my Saxophone on the chair and went behind and helped. Mr Tan asked me to put the instruments nicely, so i start to arrange them. Then Miss Ong asked me to go infront and get ready and let the few percussion do it. Yeah so i went to the front and.................. Gideon..... Told me my Saxophone dropped............WHAT THE FUCK?......... And he knocked it down.Idiot Kukuhead. I thought there would be dents or something but couldn't spot any. So i thought it was fine. But when the songs started. I realised i was wrong.

I couldn't play my G which is my concert B flat note. And yeah most of the songs got the damn concert b flat note obviously. And Star Wars i couldn't play the G's. Well i thought at least the rest of the section could play and cover me. Little did i know, they did not play at ALL. Oh wait... they did.. but it was damn soft.. even i beside them cant hear them. =/ kuku.. screwed up. So nevermind. i hope i was dreaming or something. and carried on with the next Song. Sesame Street.

Yeah same. cant play my G. and i couldnt play the Soli. GAHH. ): So after Sesame Street, i told Gideon whether he could play my Solo or not. he said No. i told him i couldnt play my G. then no choice we swap Saxophones. At least i could play the G but i'm not use to his Saxophone and couldn't play as well either. ):

Well with all this frustrations and worries, i couldn't concentrate. Totally screwed up my Lord of the Dance. And then the last song Pirates of the Carribean. =/.

In between songs, examined my saxophone. and found out the problem with the key. was the G# key. kuku key.


Anyway after the songs, Daniel came to the Saxes and said something which i couldn't hear and then i told him my saxophone spoil ... i think i told him. gahhhh =/ Then i told him is the spring. The spring suppose to be straight but now is bend. Even if the string is put back properly where it suppose to be, the key cant fully close the hole. ): and cant do anything. Out of anger, i ACCIDENTALLY broke my reed. kuku. so went to the back and miss ong rushed me to keep my instrument.

Then break, and have lunch. Freaking no mood. pissed. kinda. but try to put on a happy face =/
Sigh... sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad.

Then next performance. Swapped Instruments with Gideon again and change reed. And this reed dont know how old and got abit chipped off. Hard to blow. =/ and hard to play loud.
zzz. aiya fuck it la . ):

ZZ no mood to continue. Those who went know how "good" we done (:



Idiot Gideon. Idiot! sigh. i know everyone makes mistakes. i forgive him. but still ABIT angry but DAMN sad. sigh ): SIGH..... ):


Saxophone..................................................



*slaps myself* Cheer up you idiot. =/

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