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Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Just watched finish "P.S. I Love You."
Haha finally i watched that movie.
And i did not regret at all. (:
Taught me many stuffs.
I've regained my strength back.
I've picked myself up again.
And now i'm dashing towards the finishing line.
Wait for me Jochy! I'm coming! Haha! :D
Anyway, Nice songs from the movie!!
The Pogues / The O.C. - Love You 'Til The End
Haha finally i watched that movie.
And i did not regret at all. (:
Taught me many stuffs.
I've regained my strength back.
I've picked myself up again.
And now i'm dashing towards the finishing line.
Wait for me Jochy! I'm coming! Haha! :D
Anyway, Nice songs from the movie!!
The Pogues / The O.C. - Love You 'Til The End
I just want to see you
When you're all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I can't escape
I love you 'till the end
I just want to tell you nothing
You don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why don't you just take me
Where I've never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you 'till the end
I just want to be there
When we're caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on its cloak
I'm lost for words don't tell me
All I can say
I love you 'till the end
And Toby Lightman - My Sweet Song
My sweet song
It's been a long time
What'd you come around here for
Cause that old love is gone
And I've since carried on
Thought I was rid of you for sure
Oh my sweet song, you don't sound so
sweet no more
Please don't sing to me
Cause it hurts me to hear the melody that was
Good to me before
Oh my sweet song, you don't sound so
sweet no more
Oh you said love was forever and you told me
love would never
Break my heart, and I believed you as I fell
That's all over, let it go,
You're just a song I used to know
And your fantasy, it don't work for me
Go and pick on someone else
My sweet song
Guess I'm stuck with you
And someday, I'll find the love I'm looking for
Then my sweet, sweet song won't sound so
sad no more
My sweet, sweet song, I'll guess I'll always be yours
I love you always. No matter what kind of love. And i'll be moving on now. (:
Labels: P.S. I Love You Always. ;)
Monday, June 16, 2008
Just watched "Good Luck Chuck" Online!
It's great! AND Jessica Alba is HOT.
Haha found a nice song from there!
Shut me out by Aidan Hawken
It's great! AND Jessica Alba is HOT.
Haha found a nice song from there!
Shut me out by Aidan Hawken
If I could start all over with you again
I'd change the way the story ends
I'd try my best to help you along
If ever there's anything wrong
But I know you gotta be moving on
Baby it's gonna be fine if you have to go
And I always wish you well you know
It's time for you to everything
You always wanted to do
So, I'll see you when you make it through
I couldn't do anything right
I couldn't do anything right
I was so far away and you shut me outside
Shut me outside
Shut me outside
God I wish I was sleeping with you tonight
We could listen to the rain outside
I'd tell you a story, sing you a song, promise you nothing is wrong
But I know you gotta be moving on
I couldn't do anything right
I couldn't do anything right
I was so far away and you shut me outside
It's time for you to everything
You always wanted to do
So, I'll see you when you make it through
Labels: Moving On~~~ :D
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Just watched "The Break Up" On HBO.
SPOILERS BELOW.
An rather interesting movie.
It's about this couple, Gary(Vince Vaughn) and Brooke(Jennifer Aniston), living together.
They started quarreling over little small things like washing the dishes and buying the wrong amount of lemons. (But the main thing was Brooke felt neglected too)
And Gary was being very immature too.
Both party doesn't want to give in due to the sense of pride.
So both of them doesn't want to move out.
And tried making each other's life worse.
And making each other jealous.(Brooke dates other guys, Gary had an orgy)
Then, one day, Brooke offered Gary to go to this concert. (So called a date)
But Gary didn't turn up, and Brooke cried badly.
Gary decided to change and changed, but the broke up was inevitable.
Gary then focused on his work with new vigor and Brooke traveled around the world.
Then one day, they met again in Chicago, catching up with each other and part ways.
The End.
Alright sorry, i just spoiled the whole movie for all of you.
I realized and learned a few things from this movie.
Suddenly, i just lost my mood.
I'm very sorry.
Screw this.
i wanted to type my reflections and stuffs. and wanted to bring back those memories to life again. but i guess i'll just look like i'm toying around with your feelings. Beside, the thought that you..... nevermind. Just makes me feel so heartbroken. Oh well.
Sigh..why am i...............?
SPOILERS BELOW.
An rather interesting movie.
It's about this couple, Gary(Vince Vaughn) and Brooke(Jennifer Aniston), living together.
They started quarreling over little small things like washing the dishes and buying the wrong amount of lemons. (But the main thing was Brooke felt neglected too)
And Gary was being very immature too.
Both party doesn't want to give in due to the sense of pride.
So both of them doesn't want to move out.
And tried making each other's life worse.
And making each other jealous.(Brooke dates other guys, Gary had an orgy)
Then, one day, Brooke offered Gary to go to this concert. (So called a date)
But Gary didn't turn up, and Brooke cried badly.
Gary decided to change and changed, but the broke up was inevitable.
Gary then focused on his work with new vigor and Brooke traveled around the world.
Then one day, they met again in Chicago, catching up with each other and part ways.
The End.
Alright sorry, i just spoiled the whole movie for all of you.
I realized and learned a few things from this movie.
Suddenly, i just lost my mood.
I'm very sorry.
Screw this.
i wanted to type my reflections and stuffs. and wanted to bring back those memories to life again. but i guess i'll just look like i'm toying around with your feelings. Beside, the thought that you..... nevermind. Just makes me feel so heartbroken. Oh well.
Sigh..why am i...............?
Labels: Jennifer Aniston is hot.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
It's so complicated.
Is not that i don't accept you dear.
Is just that, i wanted you to change.
Nah, who am i to control your life?
I'm sorry for being so selfish.
Yes, i will still treasure and cherish the ring.
After all, you are my first love.
The one whom i love, Nicole Sim.
And Nicole Sim is Nicole Sim.
And Nothing will change that.
You will forever be my first love.
And i NEVER regretted that.
My friends don't really call you "a fucking bitch" nor scold you or defame you or any sort.
Supposedly, i think "Break Up" to them means totally don't care anymore.
So they ask me "Why do i care so much?"
But to me, i think even after we broke up, i still want to be your friend.
And i cared for you.
i love you, i care for you. i didn't want you to smoke.
But i guess i can't do anything now. I don't even know what to do.
But i still believe you can stop.
Is not that i don't accept you dear.
Is just that, i wanted you to change.
Nah, who am i to control your life?
I'm sorry for being so selfish.
Yes, i will still treasure and cherish the ring.
After all, you are my first love.
The one whom i love, Nicole Sim.
And Nicole Sim is Nicole Sim.
And Nothing will change that.
You will forever be my first love.
And i NEVER regretted that.
My friends don't really call you "a fucking bitch" nor scold you or defame you or any sort.
Supposedly, i think "Break Up" to them means totally don't care anymore.
So they ask me "Why do i care so much?"
But to me, i think even after we broke up, i still want to be your friend.
And i cared for you.
i love you, i care for you. i didn't want you to smoke.
But i guess i can't do anything now. I don't even know what to do.
But i still believe you can stop.
Labels: i am..., i feel like a jerk. oh wait
I told you how i felt...
And i hurt you even more...
Sigh.. I'm fucking useless.
I'm a fucking fool.
I thought telling you would be better.
I knew it would hurt.
I dare not tell you.
Till you asked me to speak up and not keep anything to myself.
And i hurt you so much...
I screwed things up.
I screwed you up.
I screwed myself up.
I'm USELESS!
I'm so confused now.
You said i don't love you for who you are.
My friends said to me "Why do you still care so much about her?"
"Do you still love her?" and "So what do you really want?"
I don't know why... But i still really care about her.
Yes, i still do love her. The feeling is there. And my heart aches terribly now.
But i know, if nothing changes... And we are to get back together..
The result would still be the same. We would both end up heartbroken again.
I don't want to hurt you again.
I promised you that.
"So what do you really want?"
What do i really want..?
I really want you to be happy once again.
I want you to do what's right.
I want you to go further too.
I want you.. to live life, with no more regrets.
Now, i'm really afraid what i'll say will hurt you.
I'm really useless.......
I'm sorry.
sigh.. sometimes, i feel i'm more like a brother than a boyfriend.
i thought being honest with you would be the best. But it turns out i hurt you even more...
And i hurt you even more...
Sigh.. I'm fucking useless.
I'm a fucking fool.
I thought telling you would be better.
I knew it would hurt.
I dare not tell you.
Till you asked me to speak up and not keep anything to myself.
And i hurt you so much...
I screwed things up.
I screwed you up.
I screwed myself up.
I'm USELESS!
I'm so confused now.
You said i don't love you for who you are.
My friends said to me "Why do you still care so much about her?"
"Do you still love her?" and "So what do you really want?"
I don't know why... But i still really care about her.
Yes, i still do love her. The feeling is there. And my heart aches terribly now.
But i know, if nothing changes... And we are to get back together..
The result would still be the same. We would both end up heartbroken again.
I don't want to hurt you again.
I promised you that.
"So what do you really want?"
What do i really want..?
I really want you to be happy once again.
I want you to do what's right.
I want you to go further too.
I want you.. to live life, with no more regrets.
Now, i'm really afraid what i'll say will hurt you.
I'm really useless.......
I'm sorry.
sigh.. sometimes, i feel i'm more like a brother than a boyfriend.
i thought being honest with you would be the best. But it turns out i hurt you even more...
Labels: I'm such a fool.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
I thought everything was fine already.
But i guess i was wrong.
Well, that aching feeling is still there.
There's so much i want to tell you.
But i don't know what's stopping me.
I don't know how to talk to you again.
Those thoughts still haunts me.
I really really want to tell you what's my real true feelings.
But..............
gosh..i want to hug you badly. wahahaha. ><
Take a sad song and make it better.
But i guess i was wrong.
Well, that aching feeling is still there.
There's so much i want to tell you.
But i don't know what's stopping me.
I don't know how to talk to you again.
Those thoughts still haunts me.
I really really want to tell you what's my real true feelings.
But..............
gosh..i want to hug you badly. wahahaha. ><
Take a sad song and make it better.
Labels: My room is cursed? I always feel sad when i'm in there.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
The Beatles - Hey Jude
Hey Jude, don't make it bad
take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her into your heart
Then you can start to make it better
Hey Jude, don't be afraid
You were made to go out and get her
The minute you let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better
And anytime you feel the pain
Hey Jude refrain
don't carry the world upon your shoulders
For well you know that it's a fool
who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder
Na na na na na
na na na na
Hey Jude don't let me down
You have found her, now go and get her
Remember to let her into your heart
then you can start to make it better
So let it out and let it in
Hey Jude begin
You're waiting for someone to perform with
And don't you know that it's just you
Hey Jude, you'll do
The movement you need is on your shoulder
Na na na na na
na na na na yeah
Hey Jude, don't make it bad
take a sad song and make it better
Remember to let her under your skin
Then you begin to make it better
Better, better, better, better, better, oh
Na, na na na na na na
na na na na, hey Jude
Na, na na na na na na
na na na na, hey Jude
Na, na na na na na na
na na na na, hey Jude
Na, na na na na na na
na na na na, hey Jude
Jude Jude a Judy Judy Judy Judy, ow
Na, na na na na na na
na na na na, Hey Jude
(Jude Jude Jude Jude Jude)
Na, na na na na na na
na na na na na, Hey Jude
(Hey Jude Hey Jude)
na na na na na na na
nananana hey jude
na na na na na na na
nananana hey jude
Na, na na na na na na
na na na na, hey Jude
na na na na, Hey Jude
Thank you. Thank you for clearing this up. You really made my day. Sorry if i was kinda rash in that conversation.
Well, i'm glad you are my friend once again.And very relieved you are okay. Hope you're happy. (:
gosh... i'm afraid.
Labels: I'm relieved.
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
FUCK.
It hurts so badly again.
I fell so deeply in love with you.
Now i don't even know whether you even loved me.
I have to let you go. I don't want to though. I can't be selfish. I'm not the one you really loved anymore. ):
I LOVE YOU.
It hurts so badly again.
I fell so deeply in love with you.
Now i don't even know whether you even loved me.
I have to let you go. I don't want to though. I can't be selfish. I'm not the one you really loved anymore. ):
I LOVE YOU.
Labels: I'll try my best.
I guess... This might probably be my last post.
All i want to say.. Is I'm very sorry dear.
I'm sorry i neglected you.
I'm sorry i took you for granted.
And now.. I pay the price.
But now, My only wish is for you to be happy.
And I Hope we still can be friends.
Yeah, the past was great.
I miss those memories too.
Those sweet memories.
But as time goes by, i just start to forget how to express my love once again.
Yes, i'm useless.
I'm a jerk.
I'm a loser.
I'm a failure.
I'm not worth it.
I couldn't even make you love me anymore.
It hurts badly.
A piercing pain in my heart.
In the past, as i woke up in the morning. I was glad that someone out there was still loving me, caring for me, thinking of me and missing me.
I guess now it's all over.
As i'm not even worth all that.
But i'm still longing for you.
I guess i should move on.
Since i think you no longer have any feelings for me.
This 10 months was rather interesting in my life.
We have ups and we have downs.
I have learn many things.
You brought my joy.
Sometimes you brought my sadness
And even sometimes i get irritated by you.
But i still loved you.
I guess this 10 months was probably one of the best period in my life.
How bout you?
All i hope for.. is you to be happy.
You once said "there is nothing i cannot do"
You are strong, i know you can overcome this.
I don't know why.. But i'm not angry or any sort.
But i still wish we can still be friends.
I'll be here waiting with my arms wide open.
Whether you want to be my friend, It is all up to you.
You are matured enough now.
I hope you make the right decisions from now on.
Blah, i guess i don't even have the rights to say that anymore.
You were my everything.
And now i lost it all.
I'm so lost without you.
But it's okay..
Cause all i want now..
Is just you to be happy once again.
I've promised you.
Not to hurt you more than once.
Sorry for hurting you. I'm not angry at anyone. I just want you to be happy. Hope we can still be friends. :'(
All i want to say.. Is I'm very sorry dear.
I'm sorry i neglected you.
I'm sorry i took you for granted.
And now.. I pay the price.
But now, My only wish is for you to be happy.
And I Hope we still can be friends.
Yeah, the past was great.
I miss those memories too.
Those sweet memories.
But as time goes by, i just start to forget how to express my love once again.
Yes, i'm useless.
I'm a jerk.
I'm a loser.
I'm a failure.
I'm not worth it.
I couldn't even make you love me anymore.
It hurts badly.
A piercing pain in my heart.
In the past, as i woke up in the morning. I was glad that someone out there was still loving me, caring for me, thinking of me and missing me.
I guess now it's all over.
As i'm not even worth all that.
But i'm still longing for you.
I guess i should move on.
Since i think you no longer have any feelings for me.
This 10 months was rather interesting in my life.
We have ups and we have downs.
I have learn many things.
You brought my joy.
Sometimes you brought my sadness
And even sometimes i get irritated by you.
But i still loved you.
I guess this 10 months was probably one of the best period in my life.
How bout you?
All i hope for.. is you to be happy.
You once said "there is nothing i cannot do"
You are strong, i know you can overcome this.
I don't know why.. But i'm not angry or any sort.
But i still wish we can still be friends.
I'll be here waiting with my arms wide open.
Whether you want to be my friend, It is all up to you.
You are matured enough now.
I hope you make the right decisions from now on.
Blah, i guess i don't even have the rights to say that anymore.
You were my everything.
And now i lost it all.
I'm so lost without you.
But it's okay..
Cause all i want now..
Is just you to be happy once again.
I've promised you.
Not to hurt you more than once.
Sorry for hurting you. I'm not angry at anyone. I just want you to be happy. Hope we can still be friends. :'(
Labels: It's the end.