It's so complicated.

Is not that i don't accept you dear.
Is just that, i wanted you to change.
Nah, who am i to control your life?
I'm sorry for being so selfish.

Yes, i will still treasure and cherish the ring.
After all, you are my first love.
The one whom i love, Nicole Sim.
And Nicole Sim is Nicole Sim.
And Nothing will change that.
You will forever be my first love.
And i NEVER regretted that.


My friends don't really call you "a fucking bitch" nor scold you or defame you or any sort.
Supposedly, i think "Break Up" to them means totally don't care anymore.
So they ask me "Why do i care so much?"
But to me, i think even after we broke up, i still want to be your friend.
And i cared for you.




i love you, i care for you. i didn't want you to smoke.
But i guess i can't do anything now. I don't even know what to do.
But i still believe you can stop.

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