the last sunset

I guess... This might probably be my last post.

All i want to say.. Is I'm very sorry dear.

I'm sorry i neglected you.
I'm sorry i took you for granted.
And now.. I pay the price.
But now, My only wish is for you to be happy.
And I Hope we still can be friends.

Yeah, the past was great.
I miss those memories too.
Those sweet memories.
But as time goes by, i just start to forget how to express my love once again.

Yes, i'm useless.
I'm a jerk.
I'm a loser.
I'm a failure.
I'm not worth it.
I couldn't even make you love me anymore.

It hurts badly.
A piercing pain in my heart.
In the past, as i woke up in the morning. I was glad that someone out there was still loving me, caring for me, thinking of me and missing me.
I guess now it's all over.
As i'm not even worth all that.
But i'm still longing for you.
I guess i should move on.
Since i think you no longer have any feelings for me.

This 10 months was rather interesting in my life.
We have ups and we have downs.
I have learn many things.
You brought my joy.
Sometimes you brought my sadness
And even sometimes i get irritated by you.
But i still loved you.
I guess this 10 months was probably one of the best period in my life.
How bout you?

All i hope for.. is you to be happy.
You once said "there is nothing i cannot do"
You are strong, i know you can overcome this.
I don't know why.. But i'm not angry or any sort.
But i still wish we can still be friends.
I'll be here waiting with my arms wide open.
Whether you want to be my friend, It is all up to you.

You are matured enough now.
I hope you make the right decisions from now on.
Blah, i guess i don't even have the rights to say that anymore.

You were my everything.
And now i lost it all.
I'm so lost without you.
But it's okay..
Cause all i want now..
Is just you to be happy once again.

I've promised you.
Not to hurt you more than once.

Sorry for hurting you. I'm not angry at anyone. I just want you to be happy. Hope we can still be friends. :'(

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